Thursday, June 18, 2009

This is their Trial


At Primary's this week I got to hold a little baby. We got a call in the playroom there was a baby that needed to be held. I was the first one to volunteer (the week before I took a call that a baby needed to be held but I was the only one in there so I couldn't and I was pretty disappointed.) The nurse that called sounded like she just needed a break so I was more then willing to go. So when they called on Tuesday I was like I am not going to miss out on this again. I was given the room number having no idea where to go besides the 4th floor I got lost...... but I was so excited I didn't even care. When I walked into the room I looked at the baby he just laid there hooked up to all sorts of machines and crying. My instinct was to pick him up but I didn't know how to go about it because of all of the tubes he had connected to him. I got a nurse to help me get him out of bed. At first I was nervous to hold him because I was afraid I would bump one of the tubes and mess things up so I held him very uncomfortably (I think he could sense the tension I was feeling and he got upset.) I rocked him for a few mins and he fell asleep. As I was sitting there rocking him it made me think of the countless hours I spent in Ecuador with the wee little babies. He woke up and looked at me with his dark brown eyes and I just wanted to spend hours with him. He was so lonely he has been in the hospital since he was born 7 months ago. The crazy thing is that he is a tripulet, when they were born he was the healthiest and then a few weeks later he got a stomach problem and had to get part of his intestines taken out. So he has spent his entire life in the hospital I am pretty sure I am going to get to spend more time with this little guy and I have nothing to complain about I could hold him for my entire shift and be fine with it. So to say in the least this week was a lot better and I am so glad about that! I got to spend an hour and a half holding him, he kept falling in and out of sleep when he would wake up I would just make funny faces at him to get him to smile but he wouldn't. It kind of made me sad to think that at 7 months he doesn't have anything to smile about since he has been so sick. When the nurse came back she was like, "Thank you so much I needed a break I have been working for 11 hours and I just needed a break from a crying baby." I don't blame her. I remember there were times in Ecuador when I would be so tired at night shift and having six babies all crying at the same time. I just felt like I needed a break seriously what I wouldn't give to be there again. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about those kids and how much I truly miss and love them!

Kids truly do have a light about them that others can gain from. Seeing the way the kids I have played with act are like any other kid they just want to have fun and not worry about being sick anymore. The illnesses these kids face are their trials and some might not overcome them and it makes me so sad. I know that I can learn alot from these kids they just have a zest for life and want to feel better. Being in the hospital makes me so grateful for my own health I mean sure I get tired easy and have allergies but I know the kids at the hospital would take that over what they are going through any day!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

A little update

What I have been up to lately is: I am working full time and volunteering at Primary Children's. This week will be my third week at Primary's. It has started out pretty rough my first week I went and I was the only volunteer that showed up the lady that was there was just filling in for the lady that is normally there so she didn't know what I was supposed to do. When I left I was pretty frustrated because I like people to explain things to me like what I am supposed to do and where I am supposed to go and none of this happened. They just expect you know what to do and this definately not the case! Then my second week I was left in the playroom by myself for three hours, keep in mind I don't know what I am supposed to be doing. Luckily I worked at treehouse so I still remember some art projects we did there and that is what I did the entire time. By the time I left I was covered in glue, glitter, and paint but I left with a smile on my face. The kids I was playing with got to forget about how sick they are and lose themselves in painting the sun and things they like to do when they aren't in the hospital. This is one of the main reasons I decided to do this I love to bring a smile to kids face that is struggling. 

Life has been interesting since I got home with the loss of my cousins, Tori's brother in law passing away, to someone wanting me to put everything on the line and move away from everything I have ever know to see if we had a chance at the thing called Love.....I obviously didn't choose the choice he wanted me to choose. Tori's belly continues to get bigger and bigger I am getting so excited for little Sadie to grace us with her presence. It is crazy how you can have love for someone that you haven't even met before. I am also looking forward to Katelin coming home in August I just want her to come home already. Every year when my birthday comes around I think about how fast time goes. I can't believe it has been a year since Jace and I went skydiving on my 21 st birthday. It seems just like yesterday when I was floating in the air wondering why my ears hurt so bad and later figuring out I had a sinus infection. Oh wait a year later and once again I have a sinus infection I have had since Feb! I have also been thinking about going back to school to get a master's. I have had a nice break from school for a year and feel like I am not ready to start working full time or maybe I will just travel more since I now have the time. I am excited to see how my life will be like a year from now. 

Thursday, April 9, 2009

ACM's red carpet style


      ViVa LaS vEgAs



I kept going to the wrong door one time we had to run away because we thought they were going to open the door.




                                                          Linds and I at Treasure Island

                                                                         George Strait






                                                 The gf of the drummer for Kellie Pickler














                                                 The crowd waiting for Kellie Pickler


         The ACMS

                         Linds and I safe from that jerk from the "academy" see story below


If you thought Shawn Johnson had a stalker you should have seen this guy he was a total creep. On his shirt there was a picture of the two of them.


                      You know you are in vegas when there are slot machines in the airport


For those of you that don't know what the ACM's are they are the American Country Music Awards. I had the opportunity of attending them. They were held in Vegas this year I had so much fun! Here is the story of how I go the opportunity to go: I was in New York with Katelin. I got in about 12:30 AM and was exhausted. At about 9 AM my dad called my cell phone I had no idea why he was calling me so I figured I would call him later. But then he called Katelin's phone too. We both looked at each other thinking something bad had happened because of what we recently went through with my cousins being killed. I told Katelin she better answer it. When she answered my dad said, "I need to talk to Jena in a paniced voice." I got on the phone and he said, "Jena, you won a trip you only have 10 mins to call back. " I was so confused first I was exhausted and second I didn't know he had entered me into a contest. I called radio station and said you called my name on the radio. Of course they didn't pronounce it right but my dad knew it was me. I guess I was on the radio not knowing what I had won, I was put on hold to give them my address and everything else. The guy was like, "Are you excited?" I was like "Ya I am so excited!" By this time I knew what I had won and was in shock. I won a trip for 2 to the ACM's this included airfare, hotel stay, tickets to the show, tickets to the special show for George Strait, and more. I decided to take my friend Lindsay that I used to work with at America First. We had a lot of fun!


At the airport in SLC both Lindsay and I got our bags checked. Either of us have had our bags checked. They took a bottle of perfume away from me it was 3.2 oz so just barely over the guy was really a jerk about it. All the other trips I have gone on they haven't taken it away lame. You will never guess what Lindsay had in her bag....scissors! She works at a school and brought the bag she uses for school. She was so embarrassed but luckily she got another guy that was cool about it and let her go. Don't you think they would take the scissors away versus .2 over the amount allowed? We flew in on Saturday and checked into MGM (that is where all the events were, so it was nice we stayed at the same hotel). Upon checking in the guy checking us in didn't believe it was me. He was looking at my driver's license and seriously didn't think it was me. I mean come on yes I know I have blonde hair in my picture and now I have brown hair but I still look like Jena. He just kept saying this is not you. He made me sign my name, I don't know what I would have done if my signature changed since I was 16. Once I verified my signature he let me check in. He said how old were you in this picture? I was 16 well you look like you are 60 now what kind of compliment is that oh wait it isn't!


Later that night Linds and I went to Fremont Street there were free concerts going on. Linds wanted to see Kellie Pickler so we made our way there. We got on a double decker bus not knowing it would take us an hour to get where we wanted to go. Fremont street is a pretty cool place as long as you stayed inside of it and don't venture off ,then it can get pretty scary. As part of the trip we were given lanyards that were supposed to get us into a roped off area for the concerts. We spent 30 mins talking to all of the security guards and no one knew what we were talking about. They kept saying you need a wrist band but I didn't know where the freak to get a wristband. Our last attempt we were asking a guys if he knew he was a total jerk and said I work for the academy and I don't recognize this so no you aren't getting in, do you know the number of your contact person? I called the lady and of course she didn't answer. I was super frustrated because we were promised something and didn't get it. Well the jerk walked away and the security guard told us to go hurry before he sees you and he let us into the area we were trying to get to. He said, "You owe me big time." What do I owe him I will never see him again. We got into the pit right by the stage we were so close it was awesome it was even better because we really weren't supposed to be where we were at. We ended up meeting the gf of the drummer for Kellie's band. We hung out with her, she was so hilarious it was a great time! After the concert we met the drummer, he was pretty sweet we could have met Kellie but the gf doesn't like Kellie so she didn't want to see her. So that was kind of a bummer! Anyways we got a great story out of it. It took us 2 hours to get back to the hotel on the bus and there was this old man playing the piano. I was so annoyed of him he seriously was playing so loud trying to get tips, lets just say he didn't get any tips from me.


Sunday morning we got to go to a special event where we met Lon Healton he is the radio host and manager of Country Music Countdown in Nashville. He knows alot about the country music business and shared stories with us. We also met Tim Nichols he is a songwriter for the stars some of his songs have been picked up by Tim McGraw "Live Like You Were Dying", and other ones but I can't remember all of them. It was cool to meet him because he told us the stories behind all of the songs he has written. The last group we met were Kate & Kacey Coppolla they are identical twins who are super cute. They are new to the business their cd comes out April 27 you can check them out at Big Machine Records (the same record comany Taylor Swift is on.) I think they are going to be it was so great to meet them. I like feeling like a celerbrity people look at you like how did you get to meet them or how did you get into that event?


Sunday night we were getting ready for the award show we had to be in our seats by 430 PM I know crazy early. We were getting ready and then Linds cut her leg pretty bad (she is going to be super embarrased about this but oh well it is a funny story.) Neither of us had bandaids where are your moms when you really need them? I went and asked the cleaning lady if she had any and she looked at me like I was crazy. She told me to call housekeeping they didn't have any either. I ran down to the gift shop, I was looking at boxes of bandaids and a guy said, "there are little packages of 4" and I said "umm, I am going to need a lot more then that." He looked at me puzzled and I said, "My friend cut her leg." His only reponse was "Oh" to say in the least I didn't need to explain any more. We made it to the show in time our seats were that great by we got to see as stars were coming in. It was such a fun night the show was amazing it was weird to think I am here while everyone else was watching it on tv. After the show we went to the all-star jams it was a huge party where the stars performed it was more relaxed then the award show it was pretty cool.

Monday morning we got to sleep in which was nice we didn't have anything planned until later that night. We went and walked the strip stopped at a few of the hotels. Linds and I went into  The Ventian and decided to gamble a little. Until this point I hadnt been carded yet... Some guy came up to me and said, "Hello." I said hello back it was really odd he just stared at me. I said, "Do you need to see my id?" "Well, are you 21?" "Yes, I am 21." Then he just walked away from me he didn't even look at my id. As we walked away another security guard followed us as we walked to the map of the hotel and just sat there. He didn't even say anything to us he just acted like he was headed that way, but I knew he wasn't. After that we headed back to our hotel it was pretty hot and we were getting tired you do so much walking there. 

Monday afternoon we got ready to go to George Strait and good news no more cuts! We got floor seats to George Strait it was pretty cool we had a great time. Before the show began Linds and I decided to stay out in the lobby to see if we could see any stars because we hadn't seen any yet. It was weird because we were staying in the same hotel as all of them but didn't see any of them. We saw some people we thought were stars just the way they acted and sure enough they were. The couple next to us told us who they were. One of them was Keith Anderson he is a new artist. We also saw Taylor Swift's band twice down by the elevators, but too bad we didn't see Taylor that would have been so awesome! 

We had a great time and were ready to come home Lindsay really missed her husband Eric. Overall it was a great trip I just wish the company was more organized. Linds you know what I am talking about.....



I did it, I finally got a JOB!!!!!

Since I have been home from Ecuador I have a devil of a time finding a job. I just barely found one. Anyways I was so bored sitting at home looking at jobs all day it was pathetic. It was really hard for me because I have been so busy lately I was going stir crazy just sitting around. I had an interview on a Friday and the company told me I wouldn't hear from them for two weeks so I decided I would go visit Katelin in New York. I booked my ticket on Tuesday afternoon and was going to leave the next day, about an hour after I did the company calls me and tells me they would like to take me out to lunch the following day. I immediately freak out because they want to do it at 1130 and my flight was at 145 I thought there is no way I can make both of them. I was pretty bummed because it was the first job interview I went to in a month and a half and now I blew it. At the time I was getting my hair done so I just held my emotions in but once I got home I went to talk to my mom and started crying. I was just so frustrated because they told me two weeks and it had only been three days also I had called and asked if it would be a problem if I went to New York and the guy told me no that won't be a problem at all. So I figured I was fine to go. My mom was like well call them and say you can go to about a half an hour of the luncheon. That way the company will see I am serious about wanting the job. Well it worked they were very impressed the fact I would risk missing my flight to go to the luncheon. They even made it so we went to a resturant close to my house so I could go home and head to the airport. I went to the luncheon it went great I ended up leaving later then I thought I would. I got to the airport at about 1 I didn't check a bag and made it through security record time 6 mins. I am not a light packer so the fact I fit everything in a carry-on for 6 days was amazing!!! I ended up getting the job thank goodness. I finally have something to do. I work for a company that handle benefit plans for companies kind of like a broker. I process payrolls to make sure the companies plans we manage are sending us the money so it is taken out of their employees checks. I have only been working for about a week and a half, it is a lot of information to take in but I am getting the hang of it and I really like it. Except for the fact I have to be to work at 8 the first week was killing me and I was so tired it turns out I have a sinus infection so that explains that. I have to take freaken horse pills for three weeks but I have seen an improvement in my energy I am not as tired as I have been.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Ripley's Believe It or Not



                      Can you do this?

In this culture women believed if they stretched their necks they were considered more attractive. I think not just sounds like a lot of pain to me.

                                 This is made completely of pennies I was really impressed!


Katelin and I with our heads in jars. I am in the bottom right and Katelin is in the top left. 


                                                                   Cockroaches anyone?


How tall did you say you were?

I thought this person was going to move it freaked me out so I had Katelin take the picture really fast. In this room I scared Katelin so bad! She was looking at this person I am sitting by in the picture, I just touched her arm but it freaked her out because she thought it was going to move. She screamed and I just laughed people thought we were crazy. 

          Its an optical illusion



We went to Ripley's Believe it or Not. I was entertained the whole time they have some crazy stuff in there. The two videos are pretty funny the one guy swallows a balloon and then proceeds to hammer a nail into his face. The other one is of a lady that swallows gasoline and then blows it right at us, it scared us so much that is why the camera shifts to the right. The host was laughing at us so much, I bet or faces were priceless. Oh there is also this mirror that you try to roll your tongue and do the wave. Well little did I know but the mirror is two-sided so people are watching you attempt it. It was really funny once I got to watch the other people I was laughing pretty hard because people think they are doing it and they are so proud of themselves. 

Bryant Park/Mary Poppins

Katelin and I just sitting in Bryant Park

         Bryant Park

The heart of Times Square

       Waiting to go inside to watch Mary Poppins

Once Katelin got done working we would go into New York and have fun. This day we went to Bryant Park this is where fashion week is held. We ate cupcakes from the famous bakery Crumbs. I was surprised at how extremely cold it is there the wind goes right through you. I thought it was cold in Utah until I got there I was freezing all the time that is why I always have a coat and scarf on in every picture! We also went to see Mary Poppins the musical Katelin's boss gave her half price tickets to any show she wanted. But to get the tickets you have to stand in a line we waited in the line for about 2 hours but it paid off because we got to see the show for free and it was so worth standing out in the cold!